~ladyatt

I want to be happy. Can I be happy? Yes I can. I choose to. I choose to be happy by getting into this relationship with my dear bf. The first time that I saw him was the happiest day of my life. Well, it’s funny now to think back of what happened in the past. Now, my relationship has past its 6 months birthday and coming to its 7th. I just can’t wait!


I admit that there are some conflicts between us but I don’t regret any decisions that I made to get into this wonderful relationship. Whatever happens to either him or me, I will just accept it as a test from God. I will always pray for his safety, wellness and health every time he’s not with me. That’ll always be the times that I will really worry for him as he is my precious treasure. If I’d lose him one day, it’ll be my biggest regret.


Life is unfair. Life had been unfair for me. However, now, I just think that God is giving me the happiness that I wanted since I was small. My family, dear bf and school matters are doing well now all at the same time. I thank God for all the happiness that He gives me.


I don’t mind him scolding me; I accept everything that’s happening in our relationship. All I have to do is to just cry it all out and I’ll feel a lot better. I just don’t want to be like the past few months in our relationship, making him angry and hurt by all my words.


Change is a big word but I have confidence in myself that I can make myself be a better person for parents, siblings and dear bf. I’ve been trying my best to change since my bad experience in a relationship in the past. I just take it as a test from God to make me use my patience and see the difference in the way the boys or will I call them men treat me.


I don’t want to talk big about dear bf but I really think that he has his ways of looking after me and I like the way he looks after me. Sometimes I do keep myself quiet in front of him as I think that I made a mistake and my mind will think of ways to make him smile. However, I fail most of the times. I just admire the way he can tolerate my attitude. Well, in other words, I love him…